As some as you know (at least I think) I haven’t been eating a lot.
Well, yesterday I think I know why I haven’t.
Okay, I am going through a dark point in my life and I’m trying so hard to get over it. When I am depressed I don’t eat or I over eat.. Well right now it’s not. Any whore,
Last week I went to my step grandma’s (I call her grandma no matter what) for my step brothers birthday dinner. Well, my step brother who hates me cause I’m gay came with his girlfriend (who gives me the cold shoulder) and her kid. Any who, my oldest nephew Cody brought out his photo album my grandma made with pictures of just him. Well, he was looking at it with my step sister, Connie (Cody’s mom), and my step brothers girlfriend. They ran into a picture of me at the age of 10/11. My step brothers girlfriend had the fucking balls go to “Look how skinny you were”. Usually it doesn’t get to me but like I said, I am going through a dark time and it just hurt. So much.
And it pissed me off.
Bitch, I was fucking 10/11 of fucking course I am going to be skinnier. You’re bigger than me and you have NO room to talk you horrid cunt. How would you like it if I look at pictures of you said that?